i dowan lost my "WSB 3453"...sob sob T.T

damn it!!!my brain was full of ash yesterday, too sad and stress condition...a serious one!!!
I couldn't imagine how would it be when I just let it be...
I dowan it happened on me cause im very sure everybodys is "KUA BEH KI" me...

Now only I realize how money is important...
Actually for me RM1k is not a big amount, but sumtime wen u reli sui siao wan find RM1 oso is hard...
I love "WSB 3453" damn so much cause it brings me bek to century with sweet and bitter memories...and it was a big gift from my Dear...!!!

No matter what, i will try my best to find RM1k to settle it!!!
God, pls guide me!!!

@#%^&^%...my hand burned!!!

my hand was burned during cooking at office...such a big water ball i ever had!!!

He'll Never Know

I want to run, I want to hide.

From all the pain he caused inside.

I want to scream, I want to cry.

Why can't I tell him Goodbye?

I want to move on, I just can't let go.

I love him more than he will ever know.

I want to start over,

I want to feel free!

But this pain will never leave me be.

He hurt me bad, the pain is deep.

From all the promises he couldn't keep.

All the lies, I heard him say.

Are in my head and just won't fade.

How can I forget him, leave the him behind.

Erase the memories from my mind.

He doesn't love me, and he never will.

He will never care, how I feel.

I'm Bad Girl

There are many reasons why I never fix my bed in the morning. I barely read at all...I sometimes don’t listen to my parents and I lied so much in my life...But sometimes I realize it and never ask for forgiveness.

Other times, I realize it a while after and sometimes I don’t even realize it at all...But sometimes, I do it on purpose...But honestly, I do it without knowing!!!

But what different does it do?

I’m still a bad girl

I yell at my parents, I give comebacks, and gossip behind people backs,

Well, at least I’m telling the truth what I do stuff that I know I’m not suppose to do and yet I still do...(sigh)

Those are all examples of how much I’m bad plus there I’m actually admitting it...